刺蝟喵的刺，不刺

碧昂絲 - 如果我是男生

If I were a boy
如果我是男生
Even just for a day
就算只有一天也好
I'd roll outta bed in the morning
我會在床上滾來滾去到天亮
And throw on what I wanted then go
可以盡情的摔東西，掉頭就走
Drink beer with the guys
可以和三五好友喝個爛醉
And chase after girls
可以追著漂亮美眉跑
I'd kick it with who I wanted
也可以揍扁那些討厭鬼
And I'd never get confronted for it.
然後不在乎後果會如何
Cause they'd stick up for me.
因為他們總看我不順眼

Chorus
If I were a boy
如果我是男生
I think I could understand
我想我會懂得
How it feels to love a girl
和女生戀愛的感覺
I swear I'd be a better man.
我發誓 會當個好男人
I'd listen to her
傾聽她的心聲
Cause I know how it hurts
因為我了解被傷害的感受
When you lose the one you wanted
當你失去了你所愛
Cause he's taken you for granted
因為他視你為理所當然
And everything you had got destroyed
所有的一切都栽在他手裡 


If I were a boy
如果我是男生
I could turn off my phone
我大可關掉手機
Tell everyone it's broken
假裝手機摔壞了
So they'd think that I was sleepin' alone
讓大家以為我一個人睡
I'd put myself first
我可以只顧著自己
And make the rules as I go
然後暢所欲為
Cause I know that she'd be faithful
因為我知道我的女孩，絕對忠心
Waitin' for me to come home (to come home)
乖乖等著我回家 (回家)

Chorus

Bridge
It's a little too late for you to come back
現在才想回頭，為時已晚
Say its just a mistake
你說中間肯定有誤會
Think I'd forgive you like that
還以為我會原諒你
If you thought I would wait for you
癡等著你回心轉意
You thought wrong
那你真的錯了

Chorus

But you're just a boy
但 你只是男生
You don't understand
什麼都不了解
Yeah you don't understand
都不懂
How it feels to love a girl someday
愛上女生 是什麼感覺
You wish you were a better man
你自許 成為好男人
You don't listen to her
卻不傾聽她的心聲
You don't care how it hurts
也不關心她的傷痛
Until you lose the one you wanted
直到 失去你所愛
Cause you've taken her for granted
因為你都視她為理所當然
And everything you have got destroyed
你摧毀了她的一切
But you're just a boy
就因為 你是男生





這首歌的歌聲與旋律強壯卻又悲傷......使我安靜，然後不斷掉淚。

MV用黑白的方式開頭，是有意涵的。
一開始女方早餐愛吃不吃，寧願帶杯咖啡跟同事一起吃早餐，關掉手機跟朋友們在酒吧聊天廝混，男友則是很忠誠的拒絕
女性友人的相邀，並且等待女方歸來。女方卻若有似無的與同事親密曖昧。我覺得女生很過分，她把另一個人感受跟尊重
當成什麼?
最後出現了這樣的對話，男方再也受不了：
男：you know, when you acted like that, i don't think you realize how makes me look or feel.
碧：atc like what? why are you so jealous? it's not like i'm sleeping with the guy.
男：what?
碧：what?
(男：妳知道嗎? 妳那樣子做我不覺得妳有在乎我的感受。
 碧：我做哪樣?你幹嘛這麼忌妒?我又沒跟他上床。
 男：妳說什麼?)
同時鏡頭拉回他們以前的樣子：
男的說：why are you so jealous? it's not like i'm sleeping with the girl.
妳幹嘛那麼忌妒?我又沒跟她上床。

原來一開始男生就是這樣對她的。

幹。

這個人寫個更好

最近Stat Movie在播國家寶藏；班的媽媽對他爸爸(前夫)說：因為我犧牲了你不能犧牲的!

然後陷入一段突然理解的寂靜。
結了婚，沒有人能站在妳這邊、尊重妳的想法、關懷妳，妳失去健康跟自信，妥協跟犧牲不斷在妳心中嚴厲的劃下傷口，而妳只能用傷口呼吸，因為妳的嘴巴已經不能言語。而有人認為這理所當然，女人就是這麼廉價，她們不該有聲音。

然後你們說：我又沒怎樣，我又沒跟她上床。

這一段真的很好：
If I were a boy
如果我是男生
I think I could understand
我想我會懂得
How it feels to love a girl
和女生戀愛的感覺
I swear I'd be a better man.
我發誓 會當個好男人
I'd listen to her
傾聽她的心聲
Cause I know how it hurts
因為我了解被傷害的感受



如果你知道我被犧牲的感受，你還會這樣坦護你的弟弟們嗎?恩?
但你永遠都不會了解的。
永遠。